~Understanding A Generation DouBLe E~
JeTTBLaCK: The constant filter of darkness in our everyday movement,
to momentarily make us aware of our actions,
in order for us to persuade our path of righteousness,
away from the days of grey,
enabling us to make it on our way,
to that of a Supersilver.
Supersilver: The Light Beyond The Darkness.
Talk Hard: EXPRESSION OVER SUPPRESSION.
Listen Hard: The ability to hear and know all,
regardless of what reality is trying to pollute your Heart, Mind & Soul with.
Riot On: To be a positive force of nature that is
Running On Never Ending Energy.
Now That My Friends... Is The Fade!
ALWAYS REMEMBER TO BE CAREFUL BECAUSE WHEN IN ONE HAND YOU HAVE A RAINBOW TROUT, IN THE OTHER HAND YOU MIGHT HAVE A PIRUANA? JUST LIVE STRONG AND FOCUS ON LIFE. THANK YOU SO MUCH MOM/G.R.R(PISCES) AND DAD/L.L.R(LIBRA) FOR ALL THAT YOU HAVE HELPED ME ACCOMPLISH BECAUSE WITHOUT YOUR GUIDING SUPPORT AND LOVE, I WOULD NEVER OF HAD THE CHANCE, TIME AND ABILITY TO IMAGINE OR DREAM OF A WORLD IN WHICH I NOW LIVE MY REALITY THROUGH. I AM SO AWARE OF ALL THAT HAS BEEN GIVEN TO ME THROUGH YOU AND OTHERS THROUGHOUT LIFE. I AM WITHOUT A SHADOW OF A DOUBT NOT GOING TO LET THIS GO UN-NOTICED. SO FOR ALL IT'S WORTH I LOVE YOU TWO FOR BEING MY MOM AND DAD THE WAY I NEEDED YOU TO BE IN ORDER FOR ME TO BE ME. YOUR ONE AND ONLY WHO IS DEFINITELY HERE TO STAY... RUNNING ON NEVER ENDING ENERGY FOR THE WORLD TO SEE REALITY AT IT'S BEST FROM WHAT HAS BEEN THE WORST BECAUSE THIS ONE WHO HAS HAD IT EASIER THEN MOST AND HARDER THEN THE MAJORITY SHOWS REALITY THAT HE WHO WAITS FOR SOMETHING, GETS NOTHING FROM SOMETHING THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN FOR THEM UNLESS THEY MAKE THE CHOICE TO DO IT FOR THEMSELVES FIRST.
~Through The Eyes of The One and Only~
First off, I want to start by saying My Name is Ronnie and I am Mexican/Native-American (not "His-Panic"). My Religion is unlike any other. It is that of The Power and The Path & I have walked through The Valley in The Shadow of Death and survived with My Last Breathe and Survived For Life. I have taken on the name R.O.N.E.E. which stands for Running On Never Ending Energy because I Am an Artist, A Realist but most of all... I Am a Radio Broadcast Producer & I Am Your Talk Hard Activist here to bring it JeTTBLacK.
In 1993 I started Promoting in the Underground scene for a company called "Insomniac". How did I get there? I was show hopping in the punk, rockabilly & metal scene and head-banging through the moshpits of Bad Religion, Pennywise, Slayer and rockin out to some Reverend Horton Heat and then I stumbled across a man by the name of Pasqual. I was interested in the Evolution of ideas he had brought into My life. I started as a Rave Promoter, and worked my way into production. I worked for a company called "UltraVision Sounds & Lighting" which later turned into "Small World Productions". My days were spent focusing on schoolwork & sleep as my nights and weekends involved constant networking and travel. The Real Rave Scene went on a good run until one fine raveful evening, there she was... A Fairy of Bubblegum Effects.
In 1994 a new trend of ravers called, "The Bubble Gum Scene" began. The scene would soon die into corperations of young kids enterprising parties and franchising party production companies. The confusion was illusional to my mind that was blinded from the truth. Someone took a big hit of the "Glass Pipe" one time too many and thought that it was time to come up an take advantage of the ravers. Soon before I knew it, there were people being robbed for their money from Security Guards? Setup to look like a bust and made out to be a secret business that would be flawless... Until I stepped into their face and onto their toes. I was harrased, jumped and attacked through competition. Never really knowing if they were going to set me up, I created a core that would defeat the purpose but every rose has it's thorn. In the needle of this hay stack, I was able to find some really good people along the way to help me maintain this new evolution of business. It took 6 people strong to hold the fort down but that just wasn't good enough for "someone" out of those 6. Things began to seem like something wasn't right, money was short, missing or not producing. Someone was stealing the income and of all the people in the 6, it turned out to be the one person who had introduced me to this evolution in the first place. As I decided to give back to the people what they were losing, I noticed that people were saying things about me. Comments about me Rising Above and Being Victorious over the rave scene. I knew it had alot to do with my spiritual energies and the reality of life. I have always been a proud follower of the 78th. The 78th is the "Natural Energy Sources" manifesting visual designs of recreated blueprints in the minds psychi. Creativity is not that far from the truth within, when you actually "THINK" about it. So from this point on I took into my new path of following which created a new name of meaning called, "Rising Angels Victoriously Energizing Reality". I gave this power to the people and they gave me back my new name of reason now known as...
In 1995 I bounced back from a fall into hell. Some called it mysterious, others called it secretive but I called it exhiled and soon found myself suppressed. I had been to the bottom & I had seen the end but before I gave into my own worst enemy, I felt for the first time in my life, that I was still in demands of a friend. His name was RoN DouBLe E. His energy brought me back into a reality check, a hope that there was something more still out there for me and I wasn't ready yet to give in and give up on it. I knew what I needed and desired wasn't going to come easy and it was going to take some serious struggle & pain before I would get to what I know is so much better than being at the bottom. I used my outlets that I knew would not only help me, to get it out there but would help others to relate and feel the pain they have already come to know, was not only theirs but shared through the pains of another... Me. I gave them what I felt was needed, if I were someone who couldn't write or read or talk for that matter. I gave them something to listen to. I gave them Life. Through the on going travels of my spoken word open mic nights. I found myself finally feeling like I was reaching a surface. I found myself aknowledged in my own relief of comfort... I found You, the people. I started to call my business of beauty, A Poetry Date with Raver78. Once again, I fell in Love with Life.
My Son, "The Ty Guy".
In 1996-97 After My High School Years were put to a rest, I created my first born child. I found that now there was real solid reason to make this thing we call "LIFE" really happen. I went through many jobs in the working world just to make ends meet. My Creation was controlled by another's despair. Although it takes two to create a life, I would not feel the "JOY" of being with someone just to take care of a my child if I knew I had to lie. It isn't fair to the children that two people are living in a lie just to make them happy. Let them know the truth, otherwise it may really cause damage in the future of their eye opening realities. That child who will one day become an adult, will remember. Mistakes are only made by you and your partners but what comes out of it in the end, may not really be a mistake of creation but a mistake of reason. Mind Games & Insecurities took over with the "other parent" and the missing link between a Father and his Child would soon grow into the spaces between, where lies grow into frenzies and rumors manifest scenarios, of jeopardy. At a lost, I decided to move about the N.California area. I met a man who was working as a body piercer in the little town of Santa Rosa. I was intrigued by this unique calling known as "Body Piercing" because it was not introduced to S.Cali at the time & if there was a location or two, you would have to go to Hollywood. He advised me on what to do if I wanted to be successful in the business of body piercing and just like that, I took a trip into The San Francisco Bay Area and came across an association called "The Gaunlet". I took their courses and was then verified as an apprenticed Master Body Piercer by a Master Body Piercing Doctor named Mary. I got back to Southern Cali and established my business through a friend of mine at the time who helped me promote my skills. Every other day & weekend, I was piercing people from all over and soon would have appointed peircing parties. I began to buid My criteria as "Master Body Piercer Raver78". I can say that I have stabbed(pierced) many people and body parts in my time but never in a lifetime would I ever stab someone in the back, unless, of course, it was a corset piercing(spinal piercing). I maintained this unique profession for several years until soon again, another change of life's direction took me into the Great Unknown.
In 1998-99 The Piercing Trend would soon become franchised into companies everywhere, making my business come to a sudden hault of traffic. At this point I found myself believing that there was nothing left. My creation was being corrupted by control, Business was booming... Elswhere! I mixed The Body Piercing Trend with The Rave Scene & to my surprise... Business was back in action and back in demands from the gatherings of ravers everywhere. I called it, "Ave 78 Body Piercing" which would soon become sponsored by a man named Roberto of Deep Blue Enterprise.
2000! The New Millenium is here! Somehow getting involved with a group of people that were just getting into what they called "The Rave Scene", I realized I might have been stumbling on to a path that would lead me back into the face of insanity. I already knew what was coming next, which of course was old faces still lurking around the scene to make ends from other people's money. I discovered that old habits found new tricks. Once again I was back in The Rave Scene promoting and producing parties. I cought up with some of those old faces and met some new ones. I promoted for about a good 6 months until it was time to finally call it quits for The Rave Scene. The scene went into a mutated effect from drugs, that would kill not only the human mind but would kill the humannity in itself. To Live is To Be Free, in A Drug Free Atmosphere & that was truly to be, a One and Only way to be.
2001 A Sudden Jolt in America, Exploded on 9/11 when New York's Twin Towers was attacked by two planes driven for destruction. America felt the slap of the hand given to us as Americans by a man, not so much a man. His name is George Bush. Prior to this event of diseaster, I was visiting my friend who worked at an AM/PM arco gas station for the graveyard shift. As I was helping my friend round up the daily hot dogs, suddenly Sheriffs showed up and arrested me for the supposed charges of "Terrorist Threats and Vandolism". Listening to this part of my life, did you ever hear me mention anything about me threatening or vandalizing anything? If I had, it was myself. I didn't listen to my little birdie because the curious cat ate it up. I spent four days on lockdown before finally seeing the Judge, when I heard a couple of men talking about the plane bombing. I didn't put much into it until, it was I who had been talking outloud about my supposed charge, that I was definite to fight because I knew I was Guilty, Till Proven Innocent. Suddenly someone yelled out, "You're in here for what?" As I repeated, he started laughing and pointed to the newspaper passed on from the guards, that read on the front page, "911 for 9/11". I Think it was "The Los Angeles Times." The paper showed the planes crashing into the twin towers and had news of terrorist threat attacks on America. My charge now went from nothing to NOTORIOUS. Finally after the 4th day of serving a minor sentence before the major sentence, I saw a Judge in the courthouse of Malibu, Ca. He figured I might be telling the truth with the statement that the Public Defender Deputy gave him and let me out on release that I'd promise to come back to court, to fight the charge or admit to guilt. I fought this battle with Strength, Courage and Struggle. In the end when the smoke finally cleared from the ashes in New York and The Battle of Life, I lost with the final results that would'nt end my life but would always stick with me till the end of time. Ground Zero becomes a home where nothing is left but the memories of many who died in the hands of one man, not so much a man but a murderer with the pathetic excuse for power called, presidency. Something Rank happened and it was because of that one person, WE ALL SUFFERED FOR IT AND LOST A BIG PIECE OF AMERICA. God Bless America So That We Can Piss On It Right? Wrong! SO THAT IT CAN PISS ON US... The Real People. The time has now gained much reason to believe that we have to do something about Life and we have to do something about it now! I eventually took a deal, based upon my witness who volunteered for my case and my charges. It went down to "disturbing the peace" and "damage of property". I was served with a restraining order and took 12 classes of mandatory anger management. I learned the importance and value of my life in two ways with this one. One is that you don't neccesarily need to be next to the actual person claiming to be threatened or harmed, in order to be arrested. Where's the Justice in that? The justice is that we all need to do ourselves a favor and just not get involved with people who are insecure because you know what they say, "Misery Needs Company." Two is that I also learned that the more money you have, the less likely you are the one who is going to be Judged as "Guilty". My only advice for this now is, "Do Not Commit The Crime For Which Has Served The Sentence." Which in this case, the real crime was committed when the liar only paid $25 for supposed property damage and I winded up paying $800 out of my pocket to them, including this false charge. GOD BLESS AMERICA.
2002 after a long year of up hill battle, I finally decided to get back into my love for life and went back into the hollywood nightlife where I gained more pull in the production scene and somewhere, in that mix, I became apart of The shows every weekend and I would hang out with the bands & meet new connections back into Hollywood. Promoting at places like, The Viper Room, The Whiskey, The KeyClub, The Roxy, The Cat Club, etc... I started gathering a following of people that would dedicate themselves to promotions along with me and began a small group called, "The Thrill Seekers". It went on strong for a few good months until finally, I decided it was time to put the high life of constantly being on The Hollywood Night Scene, to a rest. Later down the road I met an Inspirational Man by The Name of Howard Pheelgood who was a Dance Choreographer/Producer for a company by the name of The Agape Sanctuary Founded & Established from A Visionary & Director by the name of Dr. Michael Bernard Beckwith. He brought together with Howard Pheelgood a Dance Play Musical called, "God As A Dancer." and asked Me if I was interested in taking part in it and I accepted. I wrote a 7 and a half minute spoken word titled, "God Are You Out There?". In front of an audience and crowd of celebrities and highly respected and honored participants, I came to finally find My Life, Myself and My Place... With God. I was involved with alot of classes such as Guitar Lessons, Radio & Voice Over, Bartending, Dream Secrets and working for Abercrombie & Fitch as a Stock Leader & yet, The Devil Still Wears Prada. It was shortly after when I decided to persue acting. I joined a class called, "June Chandler's Nuts & Bolts". I had also gotten involved in Radio Broadcast. I smelled oppurtunity knocking at my door. I said, Goodbye Acting and Being Fake! It was Time To Get Seriously Real and TALK HARD!
2003-04 I decided it was time to take on one of The Devil's Advocates. So I did my research and learned about the companies that can cheat and steal from people as long as they do it through "The Better Business Bureau" and they did. I fought this battle through the FM with the companies. They sabotaged many of my shows in fear that somehow the right person was going to hear my disclosures and manage shutting them down once and for all. Ultimately in the end I was shut down by the F.C.C. It all started when I hit rock bottom with income, that I told myself, I needed a sign and I needed Answers Right Now! Not finding them I finally decided to let go and just let myself float down the river where eventually it took me into water falls that would toss me into the ocean and where soon it washed me into shore from where the many waves have carried me. I stumbled across a guy coming out of a building on the street of Sunset Blvd. where I apparently ended up after jogging for miles from home to Hollywood. He was carrying with him some Radio Equipment such as headphones, record bags, mics, and what looked like a a format of some sort with the words that said, "Suffering from Suppression?" I asked him what was the document all about and he actually gave me a copy and after 20 seconds of reading it, I realized it was a sign that I had found what I was looking for. I looked back up at him and said what are you doing this for? he responded with a point of his finger, aimed at the building he just came out of with the letters on the building that said, A.R.N. It did stand for American Radio Network but to me it meant, Answers Right Now. I started a radio show called, "TalkHardRadio4U... The Show that is Running On Never Ending Energy!" I auditioned and went through enhancement classes and soon went into LIVE FM RADIO. I started on the frequency KCLA99.3FM and that is where I first recognized my calling. I have always had connections throughout the under and above ground scenes and have always worked in hollywood's society. I believe Hollywood fears me but that's ok. I couldn't ever really be a celebrity of hollywood or could I? I needed to take it into my advantage from what I had in order to make my move and so I did. I would broadcast from both FM & Internet radio. I took on "talk radio" and realized there was something missing. It was music. I promoted in the hollywood scene day after day and night after night and found new up and coming bands to interview in the L.A. area (SidewalkShadows, Lia-Fail, Jabudah, RUE, Hypnogaja, Stampead, Vestige and The Morning After.) then I went back underground and into the DJ world, where I found links to some major DJ names and where they would be and ever since, I have been working in the DJ community, to help the artist(s) collaborate, with the companies of Hollywood. Hard Rock Cafe, House of Blues, The Knitting Factory, The Avalon, The King King, Can of Jam Productions, Etc... It started off with a JeTTBLacK Fever that spreaded throughout the S.Cali Area and Now it comes to you world wide through RoNee & THR4U WorldWide.
In 2005 I took a trip to New York & New Jersey where I met up with three DJ's. DJ CINTRONICS from WBAD RADIO & DJ ELLA M. I went on live in the East coast on MetroMix Radio which became The T2Blender in New Jersey hosted by DJ TONY TEE from The DropHouse Studio. Respected and Aknowledged by RoNee & THR4U, they are now a residential set of my newly reformed Independent company, THR4U Productions WorldWide. I met up with a man by the name of Steven Roman before I had left to New York but it was after that trip where Steven Roman and I had taken a turn for the crazy! We aired out on FM radio together for the station KLAS89.7FM four days a week and created shows out of madness, blood, sweat and tears! It wasn't easy but we did it and we did it for reality... We did it for you! I brought on through to the shows some interesting titles such as, Way Out Wednesdays, Thrash it or Trash It Thursdays, Freedom Fridays and Super Sizzling Saturdays, which I would soon continue airing shows on my own with, later down the road. During this time period , some suprising news had came my way. I was informed by a friend in the state of Georgia that I had a son that exhisted without my knowledge of it. Like A Secret You Mean? Yes Like A Secret. For 2 and a half years, my son was kept a secret from me. Living with a mother who was addicted to drugs, while being involved with physical abuse, would soon find his Daddy to be, when one day, his mother decided to give up the secret, once and for all. I finally met up with her and she brought to me, my 2 years of age, little boy, which would soon become abandoned by his mother for another 2 and a half years due to more drug addiction and other illegal acts of crime. I called him My KayDub RaceRider and He called me his Daddy JeTTBLacK. Life once again said to get up and Riot On! So from this point on I was driven deeper into my own heart for Life and deeper into the eyes of reality. Reality that something rank is going on and I have to do something about it! Along the way I met another Broadcast Producer from florida and at first we talked about his show(The Animal House) but we both had no clue that we would soon be working together on internet radio. I switched around a few things and changed locations and once again, it was time to get back on air. I officialy left FM radio, to take on internet radio and all the rank stuff involved. Eric Scot from The Fuzion Radio Network, introduced me to what would be my new sponsors known as Krush and Attitude Radio. It wasn't only time to talk hard but it was time, to TALK HARDER and with ATTITUDE!
My Son, "The KayDub RaceRider".
In 2006 Dedicated to the issues that most of us have to face when it comes to bad business & I started a Movement known as The Listen Hard Heads. I started this to get others involved in locking down the areas that needed our attention most. Since I was constant, I decided to call my location of broadcast, "The Watch Tower24/7". It was strict talk and I wasn't taking no for an answer! I took out the trash with alot of the scum but yet, there are still many more out there, so be aware of who you let in with you. I started a New location called, "The Roncore" which truly comes from The Home of The Heart. As the year went on I met some great contacts and met some really interesting people. We have had a following of people throughout this Generation(The Generation DoubLe E) in time and now we continue this beautiful organization with sponsors and support given from the hearts of others and much more! I only wanted what was best for Kaydub and that was for him to be with his mom again as long as she could get right. I came to a conclusion that I was going to go into the army to register for this sleazy man named George Bush. I was registering for Broadcast Journalism Infantry. I had to get a cover up of my tattoos I had at the time and then off to the war! Through the remainder of this year, I went through some battles with an Emotional Demon who would absorb my tears, my cares, my strength and my dreams. I knew through the struggle, she had great intention but it just wasn't enough. Emotional Distress is a disease that can be cured. It has nothing to do with the involvement, one takes with someone, under the diagnoses of Emotional Distress. It is based upon the past trauma, from the impact of measurement, one intakes, as a youth or adolescent, growing up. Once again I felt myself wanting to find a sign, a miracle, a hope or anything that would reassure me that there was still light on that other side. I fought to be where I knew, I was meant to be. I fought to be with Life, Breath, Love and it happened. I found Love out of Motivation, Determination and all The Energy that I needed, in order to succeed on top of those mountains, where I was bleeding with my life that was shouting out loud, once in the background along with those who would despise me, from that, of a Supersilver! I found My Lemon Cherry Cosmo and She was Delicious! That night at The Avalon in Hollywood goes down in my record book or as some would say, "HISTORY", as The Best Date of My Entire Life-Hands Down. It was Spontaineous, it was Electrifying and it was Real! Love is God, as for I Am, His RiOT, Hear Me Roar! RAAAWWWRRRR!!
2007 Now living in The Heart of Los Angeles, I was broadcasting from my home where Steven Roman and I created a show called "SUPER SIZZLING SATURDAYS". We brought onto the show with us some wonderful guests and UP and Coming Artist to promote and help them get it out there for their fans the best way they could...ON AIR! We had artist(s) come into the home-based studio and chill with us and talk about some of the expectations to be aware of when working in the scheme filled world of Hollywood. It was RonCoRe #2 L.A. Base. We are now a promotions team that is dedicated to it's business. We have interviewed more artist and bands, then ever before and we have combined with many Campaigns & Organizations but What We Really want to do, is help this world where we can help to make a difference or just to help others Live a Life full of Strength & Confidence and Comfort, to meet people who are out-going and out-spoken & determined to make dreams become realities, so that we can prepare for the outcome of accomplishments. Our original show titled, "TalkHardRadio4U", is back & it is time to tell Reality that it's no longer in control of your life and if Reality fights back! well then I say,
"IT'S TIME TO RiOT ON".
2008 has arrived and the show is still running on never ending energy worldwide and strong but now with another Double Dose of Energy & with a newly formed name called, THE DOUBLE ENERGY DAILY. Thanks to the Animal House 100 Network, the show targets issues and news involving BIG MEDIA. We have joined the Save The Internet Coalition and we air out disclosures and articles from The Free Press. The company has taken some time off to gather the possibilties of better entertainment for you the people and because the "Talk Hard Activist" and The Company, is back and still JeTTBLacK and more Hardcore than before... We have cleaned up the stock room and refreshened our souls. We have brought onto the production company a new field in show business and it's called THR4U Promotions! We still have the productions brewing in the factory and so far, so good! The new project we brought on through became such a success and with the results and "YOUR FEEDBACK", we now have a new dedicated & wonderful promotions group...
We Have A New Show now called, "Verbal Aggression". This show will not only help me to release, it will also help you if you want it to, in order to release those inner emotions that distract you so much because of the many flaws life tends to come with. Now is your chance more then ever to... Release Your Anger!
We have more opening advantages for others in need of being heard. We are "ON AIR" every day of the week and broadcasting "LIVE" shows for you worldwide. Check us out today or tune into our shows or make a request for us "LIVE ON AIR" because we are there and we are THR4U.
There are more ways then one to see reality at it's best and it's called,
A GENERATION DOUBLE E.
Thank You Everyone for Reading My Story. It isn't the full story but more along the lines of where I come from and where and what I have been through in my passion for Media & Communication Broadcast. More and more as I make my way on through this reality, the more and more, I feel safer to know, not only do you have my back but that you are, LIVING STRONG because of what you believe in. I find it hard sometimes to believe, that you believe in me but the results and feedback is, The Reasons Why, I know you do. You Are Talking Hard And You Are Speaking Up For Your Rights And You Are Doing it as A Generation DouBLe E! I feel like the internet is our only hope left to communicate in this world. So while we have it, why not take advantage of it and make it happen now? Atleast if we are going to "Supposedly", all die together on this Earth... Then Why Not Die With A Memory That Says, We All Kept It, JeTTBLacK for that, of a SuperSilver!
